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The Apple Of Your Eye, Jason

JAsON.
Twenty1
050287.
ex-~~JUrOnG~~
ex-S'pore Poly student
~~Media and Communication 3rd Year~~
Pre-Enlistee

~~NSF-HRSC~~
ORDPersonnel
ex-~~E-Commerce Executive at BASF The Chemical Company~~

CPG Facilities Management Pte Ltd
Public Relations Executive

Currently I just LOVE 矢落沙舟 by 徐佳盈 and...
My favorite is still R&B mandarin pop

Food:Spicy food of all kinds and chicken of all kinds

Drinks:Soya bean and Daisy High Low or HL Milk, GONG CHA, KOI!!!

Pastimes:Collecting stamps, phonecards, MRT cards, shells and stickers

Like to do now: Going out with kakis to chill out and karaoke, Msn chatting, surfing the net, playing badminton, jogging, swimming, gym and reading.

My ideal chill Out locations: EM By the River and Vista Bistro

2012 Wishes

[01]Foster closer friendship with my existing close friends
[02]Further my interest in graphic design.
[03]Hope to get a PARTNER soon...
[04]slim down and tone up further
[05]Promotion in current Job/ Switch Job
[06]Oakley Sun Glasses
[07]NEW CLOTHES
[08]A New Bag!!
[09]Learn Japanese!

[10]Local University/ Masters

2011 Wishes

~~[01]Foster closer friendship with my existing close friends~~
[02]Further my interest in graphic design.
[03]Learn more design software.
[04]Hope to get a girlfriend soon...
~~[05]slim down and tone up (priority)~~
did slim down a little ~~[06]Dragon Boating~~
[07]Soar high and smooth in my current job
[08]Oakley Sun Glasses
~~[09]NEW CLOTHES~~
~~[10]Sanuk Sandles!!!~~
got DOPIE sandles!!! [11]Attention Seeking Backpack!!
[12]Learn a Language will be a great achievement next year!

I am worth $1,549,110 on HumanForSale.com

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Wednesday, July 09, 2014 12:44 AM

Sucky day

I felt lousy today. Don't know how long can I last in my work. Have to manage this, manage that, not easy, especially in terms of people people relationships. Am really not a person who likes to suck up to people.

Lucky I had a good dinner and movie which remedies everything.

Cheers,
J

Tuesday, June 24, 2014 6:45 PM

It's all about searching for another exit when one exit is blocked

Last week had been an emotional roller coaster for me and everyone around me who were concerned about me. Thank you for everyone who had showered their love and care upon me when I am down. I really really appreciate them and I will certainly remember you and takes the extra effort to maintain my friendship with you.

Right now, I just hope that everyone around me, my dearest friends (you know who you are) to stay happy and be positive about life. When one thing doesn't work out, it's not the end of our life, we just have to search for another thing that works out, just have to keep on searching.

I am still searching for that thing, that purpose and the direction. I believe that I will eventually find it.

J

6:45 PM

No title

Sometimes in life, it's just so hard for everyone to like you as a person. Whether it is at work or in your personal life. People tends to compare you as a person to another. And nevertheless, the more attractive and outgoing personality win.

It's inevitable. I have never felt this way before, felt a bit inferior to others, though my self esteem and confidence have always been low but not to this extent.

Probably I am just too hard on myself,and I can't learn to appreciate myself. It's time to be a little bit selfish than selfless.

Sometimes I just don't know how and what u want at times. Am in a confused state of mind.

Staying positive on things is the only thing which kept me going and I think I will continue doing that.

J

Thursday, June 12, 2014 7:01 AM

Quit

I don't want to bother anyone anymore on this matter. Just quit the mentality of leaving no stones unturned for the clarification on the matter.

I am tired, drained, disturbed sleep, lost of appetite, it affected my work performance, lost my motivation in doing anything at all, even race matters for my team. I didn't even have dinner yesterday, ate alone during lunch to isolate myself from my colleagues, which is something I dislikes doing.

And I can't do anything about it.

Wednesday, June 11, 2014 8:42 PM

Betrayer

I am labeled a betrayer. First time in my life. Because I can't keep secrets. What's good about a friend when one can't keep mum on stuffs? It's just a complexed circle with complexed ppl in it. Guess I am too simple minded to be included in a complexed world.

I understand every single arrows are pointing at me now for the whole matter. I shan't put any blame on anyone. But one should reflect on what one did and determine right from wrong.

I admit I am at fault and I apologised. Things happened in a chained reaction, from one event leading to another and to another. We just have to find out the root of the problem and solve it. Find a consensus and agreed upon.

I am really fine if everyone is happy with this ending.

Signs off
J

Tuesday, June 10, 2014 11:21 AM

Speechless

Sometimes, words can be so hurtful. They just can't seem to understand. Don't even bother to find out how a person feels about things.

Suggesting to leave a clique is very hurtful. Yes I do have an intention to distance myself but I have yet to make a decision. K, Distancing myself wont make myself feel better and it's not by choice. I would still prefer to hang out with you. But it's not my choice now to say yes or no.

And I cherish this friendship, and put in efforts to make sure everyone is happy. I will try to cheer you up when you say you are down. But all in all, will you do the same and treat me as a friend at all?

Probably I am just not strong and assertive in my character, but can I say that at the very least, I am a nice person and a good friend to some.

I don't even know how to carry on writing.

11:01 AM

Crying

Every time I have lost a friend or friends, I cried. Today I cried again, for something which I felt that it's not entirely my fault and why should I assume all the consequences? It's just not fair.

Sunday, June 08, 2014 6:24 PM

Isolation

I apologise for my baseless assumptions and this led to our friendships being soured. I didn't mean it.

I know that you don't get over things that quickly. Probably the only way to make things better is to temporarily isolate myself from the clique.

It has been a great few weeks having all of your company. And hope that in time to come, all of you will continue to enjoy more.

Jxxxx

Saturday, June 07, 2014 8:09 PM

Agenda

Well if you have an agenda in the first place, you should have told me. I am not as comfortable as my mouth told you so.

Yes, I can be magnanimous, but to what extent. How I wished someone is here too, at least I can have a decent company. I felt that my overseas trip recently has not been that enjoyable, probably it's just me and I can't put the blame on the ones I travel with.

But seriously, I don't think I am in anyway wrong. I just feel that I am the 'extra' here.

Off.
Jason

8:06 PM

Three in a room

Well it's just weird having three persons in one room. The awkwardness and everything just filled the atmosphere. I can't deny I don't feel that way, it's just the way it is, I might be better off having a room by myself.

Sometimes what I say doesn't really mean what I say. But does it matters? Well it does. At least to me, it's a getaway and I shouldn't consider all the hidden factors that might come with it. I just have to ignore all that then.

Well I will just take the single bed then and leave the big bed to them. Even though I did mention the single bed is not comfortable. Probably, the message din get across, and yes I did say it might be redundant when I first came into the room. Oh wells, eventually I still get to sleep on the big bed.

What's friends for. Just be accommodating ba, Jason!

Nights,
J